Guides and Snake With A Message

SO much has been going on that I will spare my regular readers. I am very much involved in Shamanistic travels for healing. I am at a point where I may need help for me to go deeper. As my original pain or spiritual injury was many lifetimes ago. I am being patient though. Meanwhile, my dreams have become very intense.

Dream#1: Guides

I am in a darkened room. There are candles lit and the glow from them is very soothing. There are two other people with me. We are in a circle. Are backs are against one another. Before us are teachers or guides. They are very evolved souls. They ask each of us in turn , as to what gifts we think we have. The other two rattled off immediately. The teachers surrounding us did nor seem overly surprised nor excited at their answers. I heard someone whisper something about boasting. My turn was next. I felt useless. I wasn't rich. I had no specific talents. I could not carry a tune if I had a bucket to carry it in. I was not a runway model. I was not a professional in the world. No high degree or honors were ever bestowed on me. I felt very humble among these successful souls. I walked up to the teacher and hung my head. I felt so very bad. I was honest in my answer, "I have no gifts. I am nothing. All I have is my love and light to give to others. That is it. I am nothing."

I started to cry. One of the teachers told me to look up and forward. I did so. His face was hidden in the shadows but I could see an arm reach out to grab my hand. He had some sort of glowing golden orb that hovered over my hand. I had no idea what this meant. He whispered in to me from the shadows, "You have a golden gift. Never compare yourself to any other. You have done much to get to this point. You have the gift of............" End of dream.

Interpretation: (Spiritual) ARG!!!! Just as I was being told my gift my cat Miss Tissy woke me up with a screech. She wanted fed and so I bolted right up at the most important time. This dream was an astral travel to be sure. I was there. I felt. Experienced it and was conscious and aware of what was happening. Who were the other two people? Other aspects of myself. I don;t think so. I can usually tell when the other actors are me. I think the teacher/guide was what I needed to focus on. I have been calling out to my guides for assistance. For many different reasons. I am on some serious spiritual quests at this time of my life. A lot changes are taking place. I feel like a snake growing too fast for it's skin.

The element gold does imply that I have an inner treasure that is more worthy then the perceived wealth and success of our societies. I am seeking inner peace as opposed to most who seek outer material stimulants. I am content and grateful for the things I have. I am grateful for my home. It is not worth millions but it means the world to me. We only own one car and it is just a small one that get wonderful gas mileage. I have no desires for fancy overpriced gas guzzlers. I rarely wear makeup and when I do I just add a touch to bring out my natural beauty. I have no idea what the current fashions are or what is the right haircut is for this year. My hair is to my waist. I wash it.Comb it and then either let it hang, braid it or put it up in some sort of bun. That is me. Simple, earthy and not into the modern world too much.

I am a very sensitive, kind and loving soul. In my 40 years on this earth I have found these are not the best qualities that corporations, the business world or the very powerful care to see in a person. Wouldn't it be nice when someday the world would awaken to see all the internal beautiful souls residing in all of us ? Great dream to remind me to honor the beautiful soul within that is absolutely priceless.

Dream#2: Snake With A Message


I am walking on a road that is surrounded by a large body of water. I see water that seems to go on forever but there is always the road appearing before me as I walk. I see no other people around me. Just the miles of water and the road I am on. I kind of like it. I am use to being alone. I look up and see a very bright light above. It is not the sun, I tell myself. I look down at my feet and see that I am kind of hovering just above it. Cool. I think of flying but I don't. I feel that I have to stay on this road.

I come upon a clearing. Instead of water there is now a forest and fields with tall grass. It looks like it is late summer here. It is very pretty. I see in the field a large snake. I walk up the road and stop to watch. A very large cobra comes out onto the path. His hood is open and he dances back and forth in the middle of the road. Just then a large alligator comes and charges at the snake. They begin to fight furiously. I am a bit shocked these two would fight. The Cobra puts up a good fight. I know that the snake will win. It is much wiser. The alligator is pure base emotions. Snake is wisdom. I know this as I watch. Pretty cool. I wonder what else I will see.

I come to a a small hilltop and I look to my left to see a very large orange and red snake (coral snake?) crawling down towards me. Oh shit! I know it is here for me but I still want to run. I see a building to my left and walk to it. I can feel the snake right behind me. I feel drawn to go inside because there is something important in there.

I step inside. It is very bright in here but I adjust and see a man standing before me. I hear a rustling and see that my snake is quite large and coming at me fast. I start to jerk to avoid the snake but the man tells me to stand still and to accept what is coming. I already know. I hold up my right hand and the snake lunges and bites my hand. This snake decides to use teeth, rather then fangs. But it hangs on. It will not let go. I know it is pointless to shake it. When it is time, it will let me go.

I stand there waiting. Will I be swallowed? I close my eyes and then open them again. The snake is still holding on. The man grabs my left hand turns it, palm up.

"What do you see?"

I see what looks like a black orb over my hand. It is hovering.

"Look closer. Tell me what you see. Focus. "

This time I lean in closer and I see stars. Universes. Billions of lights. Energies forming. Stars dying. Starts being born. I feel very light. I feel like falling into the orb. I no longer see the room with the man or the snake. I just let myself go. I want to stay here forever. It is beyond peaceful. The snake lets go and I am pulled back to the room. I am tired. But very excited. There is so much more to learn. There are no limitations. I am going to wake up in but one of many worlds.

End of dream.

Interpretation: (Spiritual) This dream was just beyond awesome. I did not need to write little notes. This stuck with me all day long. No way was my waking mind going to put this on some back burner.

The large bodies of water is my deep subconscious. I notice in my own personal experience that where water is, there is a deep message. Sometimes it is a symbol of my current emotional state. The water in this dream was calm. Peaceful. But a lot of it. Water also indicates spiritual alignment. Tuning into oneself. I wanted to be here. Before going to sleep, I asked for this journey. I just did not realize how deep I would go!

The lonely road is a good representation of me. I am somewhat of a loner but I can be very sociable. I am very comfortable when by myself. I do not need others around to entertain me. I have been like this since I was a child. The spiritual paths I seek are a bit out of the range of modern religious teachings. That's okay with me too. I am cool with them but I seek more.

The snake and alligator is wisdom and ancient base needs at odds. Snake is wisdom and alligator is our base needs such as eating, mating, fighting, killing, etc. The Cobra is a first in my astrals far as type of snake. I sensed a lot of power and force. I needed to stay in this astral and not wake up out of fear.

Each move I made was with conscious thought. This dream was sharp and clear.

Before I move on, snakes have been a common factor in my dreams for a very long time. It was just in the past few years that I accepted snake an one of my animal totems. They show up both in my waking world and dream travels. I have been both bitten and swallowed by them. Over time I learned that this is the gift of ancient wisdom being given to me. I still will not have a snake as a pet but I highly respect them as I do all living creatures. I thought I would mention this for any new readers or those passing by. Snakes are not evil to me. Many cultures other then the western world of course, accept snakes as healers and symbols of wisdom. It is a great honor to have snake choose you. And I am serious in this. I would never have in my life would on purpose choose snake as one of my totems. This is why when I see them I know that a powerful vision or message is coming up. And in this dream, it certainly did.

Entering the building was my acceptance of the message to be given. By entering this place I am also accepting this new information to enter into my life.

The snake I felt was not going to have it any other way. I asked and now the message was to be delivered.

The Master Guide was also the one in my prior dream. I think it was the same person. He made me feel at ease. I knew that he spoke the truth and therefore I was even more perceptive and open to the message.

The message? I am just awed. I really cannot put the experience into the right world or even a defined interpretation. That would be so limiting. I do feel both excited and humbled from the experience. I saw creations and was a part of the creations. As well as everyone else. The stars were a part of me. A part of you. We are the universe. We are eternal and limitless. This is one of those astral travels I will never ever forget.