I'm Back!

Wow! It's been quite sometime since I have blogged. Been very busy with a lot of tremendous changes for quite sometime. It seems I'm always on a new adventure. Since I've last posted, I have moved from my beautiful home in Mississippi to the not so enchanting city of Pittsburgh. I'm doing my best but the city does not resonate with my soul. We moved here out of financial fear and hardship so I'm making changes that will have our final destination in the area of Asheville, North Carolina. Enough of the boring stuff..

Far as the spirit world goes, I am still very active. My dreamtime which has inspired this blog has been sporadic. Unlike the days when I was a regular blogger with many astral travels to share. Again.. lot's of changes with me. Becoming stronger in my psychic abilities. Coming to term with the unusual phenomena that has been happening to me since 1997. Still seeing the sequence of numbers but instead of just being mystified or talking about it seeing them I have been accepting them and applying them to what I am becoming. Also have seen a lot of labels in the New Age Movement as to the different souls that have come on board for these very special times approaching our planet. Of course most have heard of Indigoes, Star Seeds, Pleiadians, Human Angels, Blue-Rays, Arcturians....and on and on it goes. For a long time I thought for sure I was a Pleiadian. Not so sure now. I'm something unique and I have some of the best psychics stumped. My frequency is very powerful and strong hence the issues with my hypersensitivity to electro magnetic fields, sensing others vibrations, spontaneous invisibility, and the list goes on. I'm very humble when sharing this stuff as most of the time I am met with disbelief. I'm a real person and these incredible things are taking place. Have been unable to hold down any job for any period of time. So I'm not like a Hollywood movie or fantasy story.. this is real and my journey has been very challenging.

The reason I came back is that I have been trying to get back in touch with my guides but also have a strong desire to get in contact with the Ascended Master Jesus and the Archangel Michael has been someone I feel connected too so this may sound silly but I have been placing pictures of these two under my pillow at night and meditating just before I go to sleep, my intention to speak with them.... and here's my dream that took place last night... all I can say is... WOW!  Enjoy your trip on the Astral Plane and Welcome to a Sacred Part of Me. Blessings!

Dream# 1 Making Contact!
I walk into a living room and there is a man sitting on the sofa smiling. I am so excited to see him!
" Oh my! Are you my teacher?" He nods all the while smiling and not saying a word. In my excitement I ask him another question. "Are you here about the aliens? I have a picture of my daughter I want to show you. I'll be right back!"

I walk down a long hallway to a bedroom to grab some photo albums. Then I remember that the photo I want to show him is on Facebook! I apologize to my "teacher" and tell him that I can't show him. I start to turn the light off in the bedroom as it is daytime and the light bulb blows out. Oh crap! Not again. I tell the teacher this always happens to me whenever I become excited, agitated or angry. I look out in the hallway and it appears I knocked all the electricity out in the house. I must really be sending out some wild energy today. At that moment.. I start to feel my whole body begin to vibrate. First it is slow and then it picks up speed. I feel the need to lie down right there on the hallway floor. I become very calm and still as this vibration moves all through my body. I have never felt so peaceful in my entire life! I feel my body begin to rise off the floor. I am levitating! I don't resist or even analyze the moment as this is too sacred to interrupt. After a few moments I come back down and I find myself very calm about the whole incident.

I walk back into the living room and my teacher is still sitting on the sofa and he is observing me as to see what I will do next. I hear fan running and I look at the clock on the DVD player and see 1:11. As soon as I recognize the numbers I feel the vibration happening again and once more I begin to levitate. My teacher leaves the room and seems to be satisfied with our first session.

Thinking the astral visit is over I wake briefly but I am soon back in the astral world once more. Still in the house but now my mother is there. She has brought a ton of food for me to eat. Good, because after this heavy astral I'm going to need it to get grounded again!

She does a strange thing next.She walk over and begins to inspect my neck. What? I tell her to leave me alone as I always have strange marks on me but they disappear quickly. She goes back to preparing more food.

I decide to go outside and am I ever glad I did! Outside it is so beautiful. What a wonderful world I created. There are flower gardens everywhere with lovely stone paths gently weaving in and out of the various explosions of color and beauty. I see butterflies flickering about enjoying the tasty nectar. I also see that it has finished raining and there are puddles about the path. Raindrops glisten and catch the suns crystal rays reflecting this Garden of Love that I created. I am so very happy. This is my little heaven . I see my father working in a garden behind the house. He I know is visiting from the Other Side which really isn't the other side but a different parallel of existence. I wave hello and he smiles back! Yay!!!  I love when my dad stops in for a visit.

I continue to walk around the house. I see where there is additions being added to the house. It's quite grand but at the same time down to earth. I come upon a place where it is quite a leap to get from the new construction to the original part of the house. I'm not afraid as I know I now have control and I take the giant leap and land safely. End of dream!

Interpretation: This was a spiritual dream. No doubts there. If this is your first time reading my blog you may visit my other entries to get an idea of how I categorize and interpret my dreams. Again, I made and effort to contact help before going to sleep. This was not of course The Ascended Master Jesus and I don't think it was the Archangel Michel. I have quite a few teachers but this one is a new one. The whole experience was lucid. I felt, smelled, and was fully conscious while in this state. In other words I became awake in my dream. The vibrations I have begun to feel in the waking world. It usually happens when I am working with different sound frequencies either for healing or for pineal gland awakening. while sitting I can feel what I thought was the floors shaking only to realize it was me vibrating. Not as strong of course as when in this astral travel but it could be felt.
The alien stuff.... well that's for another day. I am on the search to what I am and what is my exact mission . I am stumping the best of them and most people just get all creepy and freaked out when I mention what is taking place. But I am compelled more then ever to keep growing into this new body and waking up each day to the wonderful sweet soul that chose to incarnate during these chaotic but fantastic times on planet Earth. A place more mysterious and complex then what the majority of humanity as yet to understand.

Sending love and healing light to all who have chosen to take this fantastic ride with me!

Conscious Meets Subconscious

I have a very funny story to share about a recent event. This past week we had numerous power outages here in the mid-south that literally ripped through here leaving may of us without lights for days. I am an insomniac. I find that white noise, melatonin and chamomile tea will get me to the land of nod pretty easily without harmful side effects that prescription medicines would cause.  I am one of those weirdos that absolutely cannot take any pharmaceutical drugs. Whatever strange and weird side effects there are, I'm the one who gets them. So I stay away from them. I will deal with my mortality on my own terms! Anyway, back to my story. Without the electricity I could not run my fan for background/white noise. I chose instead to play one of my lucid dreaming cd's. I have done this many times before with no incident. Well it finally happened! While in a dream a man's voice was speaking very loudly. At first I panicked! Who in the hell is this loud mouth in my head? There was a young man at a table and I started to scream at him but of course I had no voice. All I could hear was a mans voice talking. I once again felt trapped and panicked. I looked at my hands. This is what I do when I want to come out of a bad dream. For some reason this reconnect my astral body with my physical body. As I felt myself being pulled back into my physical body I had the ah ha moment. I recognized the voice and the words. I heard them a million times before. I woke up laughing. Seriously, I did. I woke up laughing because I realized who the man in my head was. It was that damn CD that I went to sleep playing. Goes to show how our subconscious picks up everything! A good lesson also that whatever we do, listen, read, watch. etc in our waking time is soaked into our subconscious. Dreams have always fascinated me. Especially when I have had precognitive and lucid dreams since I was a small child. They are important. Just because the naysayers haven't figured out the connection yet doesn't mean dreams should be dismissed as nonsense nor a mere outlet for our subconscious ramblings.
Blessings!

Snitch, Bossy, Sassy and Psychic Developments!

Alas I have pictures of my three crow friends. Snitch is the leader. He is the one who calls the other ones to fly over to me. I was starting my run for the afternoon and out they came to do their greeting. The bird to the far left may be a hawk. Not sure. They also seem to like it when I go for my runs but lately the crows have taken over being my escorts. Snitch is the one who will walk in my front yard big as you please. He's quite the sneak though. I caught him coming up to the front porch looking for cat food. What?! By time I get my camera he's gone and won't come back. Bad timing on my part every time. Or he's too smart!

Far as my life it has been very busy. That seems to be the case no matter who I speak to these days. I have been having constant psychic nudges. Yesterday morning, I woke up thinking... wonder when one of us gets called for jury duty. call me a weirdo, but I love jury duty. Today, my husband gets a summons! Too funny. Especially since he lives in another state. He'll have to sort that one out. Wish I could take his place. I had a dream last night which entailed a visit my ex in-laws and my contact lens being huge but when I put it in my eye it shrinks to normal size but while messing about I had torn it! Upon waking up as I went to put my contact lens it hurt so I took it out and there was a small tear. Crap! I got a nudge the other day to slow down. For good reason there were police speed traps! I could go on an on . There are too many to be dismissed as coincidences. I've been going to the phone and preparing to answer just before it rings. I know a day prior when someone is going to call. I have no words to describe it other then I feel that I am waking up some of my gifts and they are developing fully now. I do notice periods of extreme exhaustion. I just sleep more until I recharge those spiritual batteries.
Storms in north Mississippi and the tri-state area have been keeping all of us busy with power outages and downed trees. I was suppose to have house showing for tomorrow but told them that it was not a good time. I have more wind damage and limb are everywhere. My electric was off since 10 last night and just got them back on this afternoon so now it's catch up time with the house chores and whilst I'm typing I hear the rumblings of another storm. Another one!!! AUGH!!!! Hopefully, we will be spared this time.
Blessings Always,
T.

Crows, Crows, Crows Are Everywhere!

The few that have crossed paths with me know, I tend to see what others may not. I like to find enchantment in my life and I see the Divine everywhere and in everything. Especially in nature! Nature has got a bad rep by the Christians as being evil and wrong. That never made sense to me. If a Higher Being had a hand in creating this world then by caring and loving nature which to me a spark of God is not evil or a sin. That is just being ignorant. As proof in our ever destruction of this beautiful planet. For shame on us all to trash it and sit complacently by whilst it deteriorates at an alarming rate. Well, I shall not step onto that podium today I shall get on about the crows in my life.

I see animals as spiritual messengers as do a lot of people still do in this day and age. The Native American as well as Northern European Shamans and as far as the Brazilian forest believe that there is a connection to the spirit world through animals. I actually can say I prefer the company of animals over much of the human race these days. But as a Lightworker Iknow that people are changing and to keep sending healing light and love even when people are acting like turds!  

I work with many animals. My first and main totem is wolf. I may have to hunt it up but I think I have a post where I mentioned a very lucid dream of me transforming into a wolf. A very special dream that had a deep meaning to me. I also work with hawk, snake, polar bear and crow/raven. Now having totem does not mean that it is an animal you just kind of like and go along with the fad of the moment. This is very personal and spiritual path to the shaman. We highly respect the animals that choose us! Yes... I said choose us. Mine came to me in astral travels, guided meditations and in real life. It was not by watching Twilight or other such nonsense. When I totem shows up on a regular basis it is usually to send a message. For the past two weeks I have seen crows everywhere. I have one strutting up to my front yard and looking in the windows. When I go for my afternoon run, I have three crows escorting me! I've actually named them! Their names are Sassy, Bossy and Snitch! Yes, you read it right. I have three crows following me outdoors! I see them when I am driving. They will come flying toward my car, swoop down as if to say hello and then leave. I have watched in the rear view mirror and they disappear not doing it to any other cars. And no to any skeptics who may be reading, there are not any dead carcasses lying about! I do not look into what that masses interpret things to be as most is superstition, fear and nonsense. I look to better sources such as shamans. They do not look at everything as being negative as the rest of the world tends to. The mind set is the spirit is all around and in us all. 

The three crows are a persistent symbol. A sign of big changes that are set to happen and won't be changed. For me it is changes with my desire to sell my home. Which I think will manifest by the end of this month as I have two serious buyers! Woo hoo! And the other is I am going through some serious spiritual growth spurts. I am being confronted by old thought patterns/ and negative people from my past. Though I have moved on, they have not. I feel as if I have been given a test. Will I be sucked into that lower vibration or shall I continue on my path of enlightenment? You know which one I have chosen of course! I have come to the realization that it is time for me to focus on helping those who truly need my help. Who want to evolve and to become better people. My psychic abilities have really been developing this year and I'm sharper as a empath on reading others and not taking on their energies. This is a common problem we empaths have. One reason we also tend to be loners. Humans are usually surrounded by so much negative garbage that it is painful to be around. I am currently on working to adjust my own vibrations by cloaking or shielding my auric field. This is very challenging for me. I am a sponge when it comes to reading people. My husband after 12 years has finally given me kudos as to knowing when a person who they say they are. I actually got stung recently when I ignored my psychic self screaming not to befriend someone and I did anyway. Later I found out she was indeed a very negative and jealous spirit that is one of those psychic vampires. Lesson learned. I do not have to feel obligated to befriend everyone. Not everyone has my best interest at heart. I need to get a little more stern about that with letting others into my life that may be one of those "turds". 

Did I see any crows today? Oh yes! Also whilst out I did a full shielding and had no difficulties with crowds. I stayed off bust highways. Bad feng-shui anyway and took country roads instead. I played Mozart instead of Heavy Metal and it really kept me in a wonderful state of being. 

Maybe, tomorrow I can get a pic of my trio to share. They are something else. Blessings and much respect to Bother and Sister Crows! 

Peace, love and enchantment!

Nightmares and the Releasing of Negative Karma

Last night was one of those nights where I was visited by many a nightmare. I didn't eat before going to be so I know exactly why I had them and where they came from. As souls we are going through many changes right now. Many are waking up to the fact that there is something much more then what we have been taught far as  the major religions go. I have went through too many unexplainable phenomena to dismiss anything! The world is way more strange then you realize! And wonderful! Far as waking up as a soul there are all types of symptoms to adjust to the upcoming leap in human consciousness. Some may experience unexplained nervous system issues. This stage took me five years to get through. In the form of seizures that mysteriously came and left . Also you will have past issues come back into your life that perhaps you were through with. This means negative people and or energies. I am a light soul. I know for a fact who and what I am . What I have also learned on this strange voyage is that , just because you are a spirit of light does not mean bad people or bad things will not be attracted to you. Quite the opposite! At times it's as if you are this giant beacon of light and they slither from the lowest of places to attach to your auric field. Not a good thing. This my dear readers is what happened to me this week. I befriended some people that were not quite what they appeared to be. Their true selves came forth and I was attacked viciously on a emotional level and a spiritual level. One of these people was from my past. I thought I would be a great soul and extend the olive branch. As in the past and in spite of my higher self screaming in my ear to stay away from here, I made a mistake and befriended here. As in the past she is a very jealous and mean spirited person. You know the type.... God Bless You and here's a knife to plunge you in the back. Also she is a psychic vampire. Yes, they do exist.  What this person does not know is that in the time since she knew me, my skills as an empath and psychic are more developed. I successfully blocked her psychic attacks as of this morning. The other attack was by another not so positive soul feeling the need to be disrespectful  and took it upon himself to cyber bully me. Again, I have grown up. I am not a door mat. I respect myself as I do all life around me but cross the line and I will defend myself. No one should ever let anyone out there be abusive to them in any way shape or form. So about the nightmares..... I suppose they were exorcising my own demons as well as those who were attacking me. Unlike my other dreams, I will not give you details as they were beyond horrid and best not to share. What I did get from them is that I am moving onwards and upwards. I no longer play the part of victim. I came through childhood neglect and abuse. I came through twelve years of spousal abuse. I lived in hell for the first 29 years of my life. In 1997 I packed up my bags and just left everyone and everything I ever knew. Because I did such a brave and daring thing, I started to truly grow as a soul and boy have I learned in leaps and bounds. The nightmares were my past demons trying to scare me. Begone foul lower energies. Fear feeds those energies so today... I did not dwell on these two individuals who were negative to me.... You know what I did instead? I send them masses amount of love and healing light. They simply have not awakened like I have and so though out of human ignorance attacked me, I still have to remember there is a spark of the Divine hidden deep within them. Now that takes a mighty strong soul to do such a thing.

Blessings Always,
Tawnya

Mother Nature's Fury and Lessons

 Mother Nature has vented most righteously at Northern Mississippi as she normally does this time of year. This tree was hit just last year and now this year it gets blown over. We received straight line winds Monday morning along with hail and severe thunderstorms. There was widespread power outages. Southern Mississippi had tornadoes. Tis that time of year. We take it in stride as it's to be expected here in the mid south. Granted it was a major pain in the butt not to have the conveniences that comes with having electricity such as not able to wash my clothes, take a hot shower, make a hot meal, have heat, Internet, lights, Internet but I being a good old country girl at heart dealt with it quite well. I looked at this time to do more spiritual things. I worked on my long neglected dream journal, caught up on a book that I had put by the wayside as modern life seems to have made me a lazy ass when it comes to reading these days and I meditated outdoors. It was awesome. No noise. No distractions and it seemed to clear my head and my Higher Self  has been nudging me and nudging me to stay on track. I need to stay on track. There is so much happening on so many levels that as a soul I need to have more balance. Being a Libra it seems to be a given that I have issues with balance.
I think some timeout now and then would be good for all of us to get back to the basics. To have a timeout from technology. It was quite nice to have some quiet time to myself. I actually do enjoy my own company. Sounds very strange but how many people can do that? Has anyone ever done it? The majority of human beings are very external. They seek all stimuli from gadgets, other people, noise, technology and yet so few take the time to go internally. As a lucid dreamer I guess it was a gift for me from day one to be internal. I have been accused many a time of thinking too much and too deep. But that's what make people true visionaries. You have to seek and you have to find what makes your heart sing and your soul soar. We need awake and aware souls at the helm of this world because for too long we have been falsely led by those who only think of the material and external . Food for thought.
Will post tomorrow about the interesting dreams and why I think I am having them. Stay tune......

I'm An Angel !?

 
I had this dream just prior to waking up. Very vivid and I recalled a lot of detail. This was very interesting and not the first time that I had dreams I was an angel or Light Being.

I am in a room filled with people having fun. As always I am invisible to people as I am in my waking world. I must be cloaking again. I'm not upset about being invisible to humans. I am use to it. I notice people that I have had some sort of contact in this lifetime. Some are strangers that I helped,others are family member and now I recognize those who are a part of my soul group. Everyone is happy and I feel content that they are doing well. I whisper to the room full pf people, " Live life to the fullest!"

I walk out onto a window ledge and there is a black man scared and shivering. He is in his 50's. I try to calm him down but he wants to die. He wants to end his life and I must make sure he fulfills his contract on earth. (?) I tell him that suicide is  not an option or way out. He has to finish his life out. I grab him around the waist. I can feel how heavy he is compared to me. I feel myself floating off of the ledge. Though I have very large wings, I am light as a feather. I floated to another building and landed safely to where he could get help. He was crying and thanking God over and over. I knew that he would be okay. He will wake knowing that he is loved no matter how much pain he is going through, he has guardians watching over him. He looks at me in awe. I don't feel I deserve to be looked at like that. I am doing what I was born (?) to do. I feel myself being lifted away. Feelings of love and perfect peace overcome me as I go higher into the sky. End of dream.

Interpretation: Wow! That was the first thing out of my mouth upon waking was, wow! This is not the first time I have had dreams of being something other then human. Just like my waking world,  I am content with helping others but I don't have to have recognition in doing so. I also have a phenomena that happens quite regularly called spontaneous invisibility. I actually had contacted a scientist about this. She indeed believes that we exist. The Hindu are aware of it. Some call it cloaking. My husband , co-workers and strangers have had the wits scared of them quite a few times by my suddenly being there. I never went anywhere but when deep in thought, meditating... I'm kind of not there. Will post more on this later. No, I swear... I am not a raving lunatic. I know that I am not the norm but I do know that there are others like me. Anyway, I do know that I am a lightworker. I was sent to help others along the way. Anonymously. I will never be Angelina Jolie but we all do so much on a deeper level with every person we make contact in every second of our lives. We play many roles. We are both teacher and student.

Blessings!